Do I see the end of the tunnel?

 

I decided to do another blog post tonight while sitting here listing to some mellow jazz. This is the only thing that calms down my cat when she is in heat. It actually is inspiring me. So I might have to do this when I'm working to keep me focused. I have been updating my server in my home lab and working on CloudFlare. 

Next week is April and then the 7th is my birthday. I feel so close to being where I want to be I worked for Techmate for almost a year. I'm hoping I get pulled into this job I'm at. This will unleash me from the financial chains I've been under. 

It will help me afford to stay in the family home, get it fixed, keep my car and allow me to go to New Mexico to check on the land I got from my granny. 

I feel I'm on the crest of doing all I want to do for the rest of my life. I had dreams of starting my IT Business, that isn't dead its been on life support for a few years. With what can happen in April all that can change. 

At first when I got the Kia Forte GT Line, I didn't like the color, Fire Orange. Now I embrace it. I'm going to buy some Garfield and Heathcliff stickers for it. At first I didn't know which one I wanted to name the car. I just call it Orange Kat. 

The House isn't at the point I want anyone to come over. Its why I haven't invited anyone over. I do need some help from the ladies to come by and help me go though my mother's and grandmother's clothes. So I can do one of three things, toss, give away and sell. I haven't got anyone to come help me do that yet and its been 2 years. I have other things to fix and will start to improve. I have a lot of thoughts I want to put into this place and making it mine. When I do, get ready for the yard parties in the summer. 

I use to road trip quite a bit back in the day. Some days when I'm driving Uber or Lyft and get one of those 20+ mile trips that are mostly expressway. I feel that roadtrip itch come back. I'm also a train buff and I will do one or the other to get around. Never really be a plane or a boat guy so I'll leave that to someone else. I can see myself traveling around the midwest and down south in the Forte, that has grown on me as a great road car. Then taking the train to New Mexico and then riding the local trains there. 

Its 10:07 let me go get ready for bed. Gotta be at EBG at 9am for work. I'm getting to the point where I feel like my struggle might have been worth it. 

If you want to catch the mood of me when I was writing this. Play the music I was playing from Youtube when I wrote this.